tonight was heavy.
no lie, I kinda decided not to tell my fam about senior awards night… wasn’t really in the mood for the sob sessions that these things always turn into now…
had a weird moment with Paris where she made some comment about everyone’s moms taking pictures and i guess she thought it made me sad or something so she grabs my face and starts telling me all the cheesy “proud of you” stuff and starts tearing up… that with all the seniors about to graduate mumbo-jumbo kinda got to me for a sec.
but i digress… Afterwards, hit up Verde with the Horeckas and josh, got a pint of hazelnut milk tea w/pearl. it was excellent. Saying bye to those guys is gonna be something else.
the sweetness of finishing my last of 6 AP tests today was short-lived, because even though I felt like I could finally check out and really get to riding the senioritis bus without a seat-belt, tonight reminded me how much i really didn’t want it to end, and reach another highschool milestone, which I have very few of left.


